Monday, July 25, 2011

God's words

Today, i feel upset. And i felt better after reading Bible.

I am sad because one of my secondary schoolmates is gone, without any prior symptoms. I heard from my friends that he was sick, and i am not sure of the actual details of his death. Though i have been 10 years not contacting with him, but as being a human, i felt not right when someone who you know is gone in sudden.

I couldn't recall how did i know him during my secondary school time, but i was shocked when i got to know that he was the one who asked for friend request at my facebook a month ago. I seldom check my friend request list although i am an active facebooker, because there are many students to ask for friend when they come to this uncontrollable broadband world, which i don't really prefer to add them into my friend list. So, it was my regret to him. His incident recalled my memory back to 2 years ago, when one course-mate of mine, was gone due to the hit-and-run accident, and also the irresponsible attitude of the drunken driver, we believe that.

I was kinda lost when i just learnt that he has gone. I pray, i ask God. I asked God to give me some directions to console myself. I asked God to pull me off from keep sinking myself on this incident. And then, God granted me these words after i randomly pick-and-read the sentences in the Bible,


But God, who is rich in mercy,
out of the great love with which he loved us,
even when we were dead through our trespasses,
made us alive together with Christ.
(
Eph.2:4-5)

And you,
who were dead in trespasses and the uncircumcision of your flesh,
God made alive together with him.
(Col. 2:13)

Therefore,
if anyone is in Christ,
he is a new creation;
the old has passed away,
behold,
the new has come.
(2 Cor. 5:17)

I am the resurrection and the life;
he who believes in me shall live.
(Jn. 11:25-26)


By then, i understood. God is trying to send me the message that, the eternal life is always there, when the old has passed. Behold, and the new one has come. God uses the struggle to renew and conform us, to be one of His family, like Jesus Christ does.


My deep condolence to his family and the beloved one. Hope they could go through this tough time with the strengths given by God.

Friday, July 22, 2011

心情

最近电台热播的一首歌,《傻瓜》 歌手-钟舒曼何洪卓立。

我。。。在家也热播这首歌。

让我爱上这首歌的原因,歌词中的一句。。。

#(男):我会送你一个家,也许不大,
(女):但是足够把我们的梦想都装下。。。#

你送我的家,真的是不大,却足够从这里开始,开始把我们的梦想扩大。

最近家里不是水喉有问题,就是冷器机开关制坏了,
原本还想要有邀请人来修,
怎么懂你原来还可以充当修水喉和电器师傅,
深让我对你另眼相看。
这个家,有你,就是不一样。

我算不是个虔诚的基督徒,
但是我深信,
你,是上帝委任在我身边的天使。
天使不停的转呀转,
把一切好的事物都带到我身旁。

感谢上帝,让我有健康的身体,
让我有能力为我家人效劳,
为我爱的人而牺牲,

感谢上帝,两年前的一次机会,
让我可以脱离魔掌,重返人间,
让我可以有机会脚足这一块领域,

感谢上帝,赐我所拥有的智慧,
当有待一日学成归来,
我一定会带给贫穷家的孩子,
每一个希望,
哪怕是一点点烛光,
我也愿意效劳。

Amen.